Thursday, April 2, 2015

I'm Back!

OMG!! it's almost been 5 years i never through my blog. banyak betul sawang-sawang dan habuk merata-rata tempat. lama betul tak menyinggah page sendiri. kesian kau blog kena tinggal sorang-sorang kat sini. lepas ni kompom kau akan ku jaga. dont worry.apa-apa pun.... I'M BACK!!!!

Monday, April 11, 2011


Terbaca di dalam email yang diterima dari seorang rakan baik...

"Saat Anda membwa Al-Quran, syaitan biasabiasa saja...tengok je..
 Saat Anda membukanya, syaitan mulai curiga.
 Saat Anda membacanya, ia resah dan gelisah.
 Saat Anda memahaminya, ia kejang kejangan.
 Saat Anda mengamalkan Al-Qur'an dlm kehidupan sehari-hari. ia stroke. ............

 Teruskn membaca & mengamalknnya agar syaitan terus stroke .
 Saat Anda ingin menyebarkan pesanan ini, syaitan pun mencegahnya. Syaitan kata "jgn SEBARKAN, kerana 

 ia tidak penting langsung !"
 ~~SEBAR2KAN LAH~~ Jangan dengar bisikan syaitan……

Thursday, March 10, 2011

The day she turned 3 years old

Expect to read  many good things about my daughter in this entry.
If you feel irritated reading about me bragging writing about my daughter's achievements,well,I just can't help you at all.She deserves to be highly praised because she is my beloved daughter.So, click the 'X' red tab above if you find my entry too much for you to digest. Okay,I'll start now.
Marissa Amany
You have gone through many sufferings when dealing with eczema, bronchitis etc. I know it's hard to combat that itchiness you suffer.You're a strong girl you know. Not many children can go through the same suffering as you did.

Marissa Amany
Anak ibu yang solehah. I don't need to teach you dua's as you picked up so many from just listening.I  don't need to force you to recite your dua's as you would recite them willingly (walaupun ada pelat2).You will ask for your 'telekung' when you see me praying.

Marissa Amany
I don't need to force you to eat your veggies and fruits. You love carrot, eggs and banana the most.
Marissa Amany
Thanks for being that understanding daughter. You have matured well beyond children your age.

Marissa Amany
You are my everything, my soul, my heart. I love u so much!

Marissa Amany
I ask not much from you.
I want you to take a good care of yourself, be good.
I seek dua's from anak solehah when I leave this world.

Rahsia tarikh lahir mengikut warna

If your birthday is between.... Birthday Color
> > December 23rd ~ January 1st = Red
> > January 2nd ~ January 11th = Orange
> > January 12th ~ January 24th = Yellow
> > January 25th ~ February 3rd = Pink
> > February 4th ~ February 8th = Blue
> > February 9th ~ February 18th = Green
> > February 19th ~ February 28th = Brown
> > February 1st ~ March 10th = Aqua> > March 11th ~ March 20th = Lime
> > March 21st = Black
> > March 22nd ~ March 31st = Purple
> > April 1st ~ April 10th = Navy
> > April 11th ~ April 20th = Silver
> > April 21st ~ April 30th = White
> > May 2st ~ May 14th = Blue> > May 15th ~ May 24th = Gold
> > May 25th ~ June 3rd = Cream
> > June 4th ~ June 13th = Grey
> > June 14th ~ June 23rd = Maroon
> > June 24th = Grey
> > June 25th ~ July 4th = Red
> > July 5th ~ July 14th = Orange
> > July 15th ~ July 25th = Yellow
> > July 26th ~ August 4th = Pink
> > August 5th ~ August 13th = Blue
> > August 14th ~ August 23rd = Green
> > August 24th ~ September 2nd = Brown
> > September 3rd ~ September 12th = Aqua
> > September 13th ~ September 22nd = Lime
> > September 23rd = Olive
> > September 24th ~October 3rd = Purple> > October 4th ~ October 13th = Navy
> > October 14th ~ October 23rd = Silver
> > October 24th ~November 11th = White
> > November 12th ~ November 21st = Gold
> > November22nd ~ December 1st = Cream
> > December 2nd ~ December 11th = Grey
> > December 12th~ December 21st = Maroon
> > December 22nd = Teal

You are the cute and lovable type. You are picky but always in love...and
likes being loved. Fresh and cheerful, but can be "moody" at times. Capable
with people, nice, soft and they can love you for the way you are. Likes
people who are easy to talk to and can make you feel comfortable.

Competitive and sportive. Don't like losing and always cheerful! You are
trustworthy, and very out going. You choose love carefully and don't fall
in love easily. But once you find the right one, you don't let go for a
long long time.

You are mostly interested in your looks and have high standards in picking
love. You think and make a solution precisely and hardly make stupid
mistakes. You like to lead and is easy for you to make new friends.

You are attractive, and active. You never hide your feelings and express
everything that's inside. But can be selfish at times. You want to be
noticed, and don't like to be treated unequally. You can brighten up
people's day. You know what to say at the right time, and you have a good
sense of humour.

You get along well with new people. You are not really a shy person, but
sometimes you can hurt people's feelings by your words...You like to be
loved and noticed by your lover, but mostly you are single waiting for the
right person.

You know what's right and what's wrong for you. You are cheerful and out
going. It's hard for you to find the one you want, but once you find the
right person, you won't be able to fall in love again for a long time.

You are always trying your best in everything, and like to help and care
for other people. But you are not easily satisfied. You have negative
thoughts, and you look for the sort of romantic love only found in

You are sweet and innocent. Trusted by many people, and have a strong
leadership role in relationships. You make good decisions and make the
right choices at the right time. You dream of a romantic relationship.

You are intellegent, and know what's right. You like to make things go your
way, which can sometimes cause trouble for not thinking about other
people's feelings. But you can be patient when it comes to love... Once you
get a hold of the right person, it's hard for you to find a better love.

You are responsible for your own actions, and you know how to treat people.
You always have goals you look towards, and are competitive. When it comes
to friendships, you find it hard to trust someone, but once you find the
right friend, you trust them for ever.

You are mysterious, never selfish and get interested in things easily. Your
day can be sad or happy depending on your mood. You are popular between
friends but you can act stupid at times, and forget things easily. You go
for people who are trustworthy.

You are calm, but easily stressed out. You get jelous easily, and complain
over little things. You can't get stuck into one thing,but you have a
capable personality for everyone to trust you and like you.

You are imaginative and shy, but you like trying new things. You like to
challenge yourself. You learn things easily, and like "Hard to get". Your
love life is usually hard and confusing


You are challenging, and have the "guts". But you don't like changes in
your life. And once you make a decision, you keep it that way for a long
time. Your love life is also challenging, and different.

You are warm and light hearted. You seem to flow well with friends and
family. You don't like violence and know what's right. You are kind and
cheerful and don't envy other people easily.

You are active and sportive. It's hard for other people to get close to
you, but you fall in love easily. But once you find out you can't get
something, you give up and let go easily as well.

You have low self-esteem and are very picky. You are artistic and like to
fall in love, but you let your love pass by, by loving with your mind, not
your heart.

You are attractive, and love your life. You have a strong feeling towards
everything and are very easily distracted. Once you get angry at someone,
its hard for you to forgive them.

You dream and have goals in your life. You get jealous easily and you don't
react to things easily. You are different and sometimes thought of highly
by others.

Your feelings change suddenly and easily. You are always lonley, and like
travelling. You are truthful, but listen and believe other people too
easily. It's hard to find love for you, and get lost in love easily.
Sometimes you also get hurt by love.

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

rindu kamu

buah hati pengarang jantung selamanya

sedang rindu
sedang rindu pada
sedang rindu pada diri
sedang rindu pada diri Nya

Thursday, September 23, 2010

salam aidilfitri

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri 2010!!

Monday, September 20, 2010

keikhlasan memohon maaf

 Entry kali ini adalah entry ulangan yang pernah saya keluarkan untuk bacaan dan makluman kalian..oleh kerana isi kandungannya amat bererti dan boleh memberi panduan kepada umat manusia saya masih mahu lagi mengeluarkan entry yang lama untuk ingatan kepada kita semua..

Sudah menjadi budaya dan tarbiah (kebiasaan) apabila menjelang aidilfitri masyarakat islam dan ada juga kaum dari bangsa dan agama lain bermaaf-maafan sesama mereka. Ini dilakukan demi membersihkan jiwa dan hati di antara pemohon maaf dan pihak yang dipohon.

Harapan maaf diterima dan bakal membina masyarakat yang penuh kasih sayang dan secara tak langsung dapat membina masyarakat yang penuh dengan ukhuwah dan dilindungi syafaat.

Tetapi apa yang aku nak coretkan ialah apabila ada segelintir masyarakat islam sendiri memburukkan atau mencemarkan budaya tersebut. Ini realiti yang dapat dilihat dimana-mana sahaja.

Sama ada pemohon maaf dan si penerima seakan-akan melepaskan batuk di tangga, tidak mengangkat martabat tujuan kemaafan dipohon. Malah ada yang hanya memandang remeh tentang perkara tersebut. Dimanakah budaya kita dahulu? Apakah kemodenan dijadikan sebab ia turut berubah?

Mungkin bagi kau ianya adalah hal kecil tetapi bagi aku hal kecil inilah mahu dijaga dan dibela sampai bila-bila. Hal-hal kecil seperti ini kalau tidak dijaga bakal menyimpan titik-titik hitam kecil di dalam hati.

Aku suka melihat budaya orang lama terutama yang terjadi dalam budaya masyarakat islam jawa. Aku tak tahu kenapa setiap sesi memohon maaf ketika bertandang di rumah saudara mara, hati ini boleh jadi sebak kerana melihat cara mereka yang begitu beria-ria pohon dimaafi.

Mereka bersalam dan bermohon maaf seperti berbisik dan berpeluk-pelukan erat. Jika dilihat seperti mereka mahu pergi jauh!

Bagi aku, sejauh mana kau jaga diri kau untuk mendekati-NYA maka sejauh itu juga kau menjaga hubungan antara manusia itu sendiri. Jangan terlalu bangga diri sehingga kau merasakan diri kau boleh hidup tanpa orang lain.

Selami kembali sejauh mana kau memaafkan seseorang dan keikhlasan kau memohon maaf dari orang lain. Secara tak langsung ia amat baik untuk membersihkan jiwa dan rohani kau dan kau.

Aku suka ingat kat ayat lagu in-team yang bertajuk ” Epilog Rindu “…

” Hindarkan persengketaan….
” Jernihkan kekeruhan….
” Bara amarah mu jgn di nyalakan….


” Leburkan KEEGOAAN..
” Hulurkan kemaafan…
” Semoga sentosa dalam keredhaan…

Selalu2 lah buang ego ketika buat salah, dan selalu2 lah lapangkan dada untuk sentiasa memaafkan org lain….

“tidak ada sekelumit pun perkara yang memalukan ketika memohon kemaafan..bahkan ianya suatu kemuliaan….”

Aku teringat baris ayat yang diungkap oleh seorang pelakon terkenal Bollywood dalam filem Kabhi Kushi Kabhi Gham.

“Orang yang meminta maaf tidak akan menjadi besar atau kecil, tetapi orang yang memberi maaf adalah sangat pemurah.”

Akhir kata : 'selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin'